I am LOST!!

I am lost... Yeah.. totally "lost"..

4th June 2009, a memorable day..
This could be my last day of uni IF I could get through the coming final exam..

I've never been so lost until I was taking my bus home that day. The journey to get home seemed longerl..

Along the journey, lots thing came into my mind..

"hey, today is my last day uni, last day of my bachelor degree.. okay, okay PROVIDED I passed all the units la.."
"then... I should come out with some plan, some post-exam plan, right??"
"what should I do after exam??"
"yeah.. cousin shir li is coming to Melbourne, we might have fun. BUT, what about later on plan??"
"should I apply for PR? or should I just get back home with my family and friends? or.. might be a great idea if I could travel around? or maybe, continue my studies? honour? master? full time professional paper?"

But I know, those plans are not something that.. when u say YES, I WANT THIS! and u can easily have it.

I am so lost, target-less..
I've never been so lost until that day..
When we were young, after kindergarten, mama told us it's time to go primary school.
After primary school, teachers told us it's time to apply for high school.
After high school, I know I should further my studies and I straight away go to college.
After college, everyone discuss which university to go. Then I got into uni.
And till now, uni life is going to end, where should I go??

While thinking, I got a sms from a friend, I came out with this random question. I asked him what should I do after graduate?
He said look for a job la..!
At night, chatting with another friend, i asked him the same question.
He answered me the same thing.
What made everyone think that looking for a job is the only thing to do after graduate??
I wonder...

I am not saying that it's a bad thing to look for a job..
But, I wish I could have something different? Is it true that everyone should go through this ordinary way of life??
graduate -> job -> mate -> get married -> kids -> work for kids -> retire

Maybe I could spare some time in between to do what I want, do something that could fulfill my life, something that I would miss out forever if I dont do it now...