Saturday, June 20, 2009

How are u?

Hey, too busy recently.... no time to write something here.. hehe...
Emm... peak season now, need to OT til very late everyday. Work on saturday oso!! cham..
I agree with Ling. Life is too boring, doing the same thing everyday, talk to the same person, go to the same place.... Hope to travel around the world too.. But, Money!!!!! (no money how to travel?) haha.. then need to work lo.. but how much can we earn til we can travel around?
As da gong zai, besides ur meal, petrol, shopping fees, entertainment................ no money left.. Now, i m working in a small management company. Doing audit, account n tax.. (hampalang oso need to do).Except my boss, his wife n the manager, the staff including me are only5 persons..Nothing can talk to my colleague. not in the same channel.
Then.. Yl, when u bac?we come out to meet again.. meiyee seems like very busy.. Busy to bcome lawyer in the future??
wat kind of lawyer u wan to bcome hah? i mean em... in biz field or social.. (izit cal social? in charge of marriage n divorce de) u can earn money vry fast.now ppl luv to marry thn divorce.. ^^
pmun, how bout ur acca? ok ma? i m goin to take 2 subjects in coming sitting. Really very?extremely hard? If not taking the exam hard to get higher salary... Except to be ur own boss.. florist?? hahahahahahaha...
Aiyo, finish asking... Nevermine... here's a joke.. (len xiao hua)
Ques: A bus stop at one of the bus station, a female teenager go into the bus n she need to pay 70 cents. The teenager wear a skirt below her knee. Then the bus stop at another bustop, a lady with miniskirt go into the bus, n she is only need to pay 50 cents. (so unfair ho??)hehe...
Finally, the bus go to the last bustop. Guess wat? an old lady go into the bus... How much bus fee she need to pay??? The ans is 0 cents... Here's the ques, why the old lady pay nothing?????
hehehehehehehehehehe... Thk it lo... So lame... hahahaha

Saturday, June 6, 2009

I am LOST!!

I am lost... Yeah.. totally "lost"..

4th June 2009, a memorable day..
This could be my last day of uni IF I could get through the coming final exam..

I've never been so lost until I was taking my bus home that day. The journey to get home seemed longerl..

Along the journey, lots thing came into my mind..

"hey, today is my last day uni, last day of my bachelor degree.. okay, okay PROVIDED I passed all the units la.."
"then... I should come out with some plan, some post-exam plan, right??"
"what should I do after exam??"
"yeah.. cousin shir li is coming to Melbourne, we might have fun. BUT, what about later on plan??"
"should I apply for PR? or should I just get back home with my family and friends? or.. might be a great idea if I could travel around? or maybe, continue my studies? honour? master? full time professional paper?"

But I know, those plans are not something that.. when u say YES, I WANT THIS! and u can easily have it.

I am so lost, target-less..
I've never been so lost until that day..
When we were young, after kindergarten, mama told us it's time to go primary school.
After primary school, teachers told us it's time to apply for high school.
After high school, I know I should further my studies and I straight away go to college.
After college, everyone discuss which university to go. Then I got into uni.
And till now, uni life is going to end, where should I go??

While thinking, I got a sms from a friend, I came out with this random question. I asked him what should I do after graduate?
He said look for a job la..!
At night, chatting with another friend, i asked him the same question.
He answered me the same thing.
What made everyone think that looking for a job is the only thing to do after graduate??
I wonder...

I am not saying that it's a bad thing to look for a job..
But, I wish I could have something different? Is it true that everyone should go through this ordinary way of life??
graduate -> job -> mate -> get married -> kids -> work for kids -> retire

Maybe I could spare some time in between to do what I want, do something that could fulfill my life, something that I would miss out forever if I dont do it now...